Who am I?

Who am I? 

This is a good question, I don't think many people know how to answer the question, even I sometimes.

I don't know how many people understand themselves well, but I can say that, I'm not.

Me?

I'm a seriously temper + emotional girl.

I easy get angry, sad, and happy.

But my temper, easy come easy go and it will go away after awhile of cool down.

For the first I met someone who wanna be friend with me, I will just tell that that I'm such of that kind of girl. 

I don't force everyone to accepts who's the people I am.

But you could stay beside of me forever if you willing to.

Most of people will says that I'm look like a arrogant girl at the first sigh, but after they take sometimes of communication and understand, I will become a crazy friends of them.

Yes, I'm a crazy people.

Sometimes I will just fool around and make fun with the people I used to close with, even a news friend.

I think the bad things is, I easy to believe on anyone with any relationship.

I still remember that, I cried for a girls for few days on secondary schools coz I though we are best friends but she just wanna used me to get something good for her.

For now, some people will call me as a sohai, I don't mind of it.

But sometimes, I really will get upset for that.

I always believe that, that's is nothing wrong to believe on someone.

Even that person are doing wrong, I believe that there's one day, the people might change and be good.

I give hope on people, doesn't mean I'm stupid coz I just wish to help on people who really need help.

Seriously, sometimes I really sad for that.

I trust on feeling and I hate people cheat on any relationship.

Ps: accept some lies to parents. All of the children will make some lies to parents just not to let them worry. XD

I hate people who take me as a fool and don't take it serious on me.

I care on everyone, so I hope that they just give me some care is enough for me.

I don't beg for many thing, just please don't cheat and fool me around.

Don't take me as granted, I not a puppy of you.

Just take me as friend from your heart and just leave me if you just need me to fill your boring.

Yeah... Sometimes I will unhappy to people who don't want to reply my message after they read.

Seriously, I really hate the feeling of waiting.

I just feel like they just reply you while they boring, and they just don't even give a shit at all while they fun.

Just like him ><

I not compare anyone with somebody, just I really hate the feeling.

Maybe some people will never understand that feeling, but some people will do.

I will found the people one day in the future.

I'm a girl who always feel insecure and lack of protection.

I will put a lot of pillow and soft toy surround me while I sleep.

This is how I feel safe and warm in the night.

For now, there is 4 pillows on my bed, some soft toy and 2 blanket.

Just need something full on my bed. 

Weirdo right? 

I love animal so much, for first,  I don't know what animal I scared of.

But for the insects species, the most afraid me is SPIDER! 

The fucking spider! 

I don't even scare of spider while I am kids.

At the times, I still playing spider around with brother.

I wonder why I will scare of it right now and I think the most probably is the spider movie!

The fucking giant spider that will eat a human! 

Childhood memories just kill my life duhhhh....

So please, move away the spider it not I will become a real crazy bitches in front of you.

What I like? 

I'm a lazy girl, I just like to sleeping, laying, napping, and the most important is FOOD! 

Food always my favorite! 

If I staying in bad mood situation, just buy me some good food or bring me to some good dessert restaurant. 

I will turn to a happy kids after while with good food.

I love movie and travel.

Why I love movie?

Movie can make me feel peaceful.

For like couple, we just sit side by side, hugging together, no argument, no fighting and just to watch movie together peacefully. 

At the moment, I just feel warm and romantic without wasting money on shopping.

I think everyone love travel right?

Travel can make people feel free and fun.

The mood will totally feel relax while standing on other country that without stress, and the environment that we used to know.

Stand on the street that full of strangers and adventures, that's make people feel exited! 

While I young, the place I wish to go is Taiwan, Korea, and Japan. 

I had been go to Taiwan and Korea, left Japan and I wish to make it in the future.

While I grow ups, I will wish to go to Maldives, Santorini, Australia, England, French, Bali, and some others more.

Some beautiful and romantic place that I wish to go with the person I love in the future.

Hope that my wish will come true in a day of my future.

God bless please.

Who am I? 

I only can think that who the person me are right now in the essay.

I can't remember some others yet. 

So I will do update after I remember it yo! 

Sorry about my broken English. 

My standard just in this level and will do improve again.

By the way, I think this blog just to remind me my day and pass. 

I will use this to improve my life too. =)