Someone ; Past ; Future

Everyone had a past tense, either me too.

Some people told me, don't just remember the past, just make a new future.

For me, my past just so important to me.

My past make me how I look like in the future. 

Yes, some unhappiness just put in the past, I agreed with this. 

But, those memories could make me become a stronger person and independent person.

There is someone I used to close recently.

I don't know why, I would like to share so much of my problem to him.

Yes, in my first mind, I just believe that this person trustable and feel safe while talking with him.

I just want to know more about that person, what a person he are.

So I try to ask more...

Currently there is some problem. 

Or this might be my problem?

I think so... Coz of my crazy temper.

I'm a story teller, I'm talkative, but just to the person I trust.

Sometimes, I just worried others will feel boring and annoyed by my this attitude.

I just very scare of this situation would happen on me and people will leave me.

Sometimes, I mean no harm.

I just say whatever in my first mind.

I felt sorry that day to him coz I say something might make him misunderstand. 

I like this person, I cherish the friendship.

I feel that I wanna share all of my stuff to this person.

My pass, my currently mood, just to let the person know me well by pass and now.

But it seems like annoying, he stop me to tell him my past.

Yes, I know I shouldn't talk so much.

After this, I don't know what to chat again between us.

Cool situation for now....

Oh ya! By the way, I hate that people had read my message but don't even bother to reply.

Sometimes I really did have something to tell, but been stop by this situation.

I more prefer people to reply that busy or don't read it! 

I hate the feeling of waiting, it will make me fall in bad mood.

Seriously! 

It's hard for me to keep initiative to text a person. 

Let's everything go by the flow.

If someone cherish on me, they do will find me.

I don't want same kind of situation happens on me again.

I really did very scare.

No one could understand how afraid of me.
I couldn't force anyone to love me like I need.


Someone, she hurt me.
She is my best friend and we used to share our stories always.
She tell me about her school life, her boyfriend and everything.
After she met him, I don't think we will goes same again.
I don't mind she keep some secret between us, but at least don't let me know the last.
If anything happens, I could help around but inform me before that k?
I worried about her.
She kind of crazy funny friends for me.
I hope she know what she doing right now.
I will always there right here while she need me.
Just hope she could text me again and share with me.
I love her so much.

2015, please let's everything go smooth and happy! 

I don't know what will happen to me in my future. 

But just hope everything just fine.

I don't greedy to get everything good, but I just need happiness! 

God bless =) ☺️